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The simple things

You know how you turn on your computer (not in that way) and you hit your internet button and it whisks you away to that land we call interland (actually it is called internet but interland seemed to work there)?  I took this simple process for granted.

I couldn't log on a home for 5 days.

I can now.  I missed you interland.  What wonders await?  Did Britany and her mom really get into a slapfest?  Who did win the WSOP?  Will cjdean get a bigger house?  I didn't know... but I do now.

A friend of mine (hesse76) says that he should be like a block of wood and let each person mold him.  Learn something about everyone.  I shall try.

CSI rules.  Not the CSINY but the original.  I want to be Nick.  Not Grissom.  Why you ask?  Well, Nick is really smart but the others make fun of him because he sometimes doesn't seem like it.  (That is so me....except for the smart part).  He also had a suspect point a gun at him and he got really scared and afterward cried.  I think this is one of the most realistic scenario involving a gun.  His adrenaline was really going at first and then he saw that the suspect may actually do it.  Luckily Grissom came in and saved the day.  But Nick was real. 

I used to love Catherine because she was beautiful and smart and street smart as well as CSI smart, but I have watched enough to know that she lets her emotions take over at times.  Grissom rarely does (only when there are kids or missing persons).  I still like Catherine but feel she is impatient at times.

Later interland.

ARetwo

Looming

I have tried several times to ween my addiction.  I have acted like it doesn't matter.  I have even said things that, in some countries, would get me arrested.  I have denied it.  I have embraced it.  But alas the cock crows for the final time.

I love Star Wars!  I watched Star Wars, the Legacy Revealed.  I am sorry George Lucas, you are the best storyteller...Ever...(Take that Mother Goose).  (I still don't think you should have directed the Prequels but wow I guess it is your right.)

I have two wonderful step children and my only regret is I didn't get to name them.  I would have somehow, someway put in a Star Wars reference.  "Hi, this is my daughter Jennifer Chewbacca Smith and my son "Robert Obi-Wan Deathstar Coruscant Smith... uh the third"  As I said... very subtle.

As it stands, my dog is named Luke Skywalker and when I go jogging, I hum the Imperial March... actually when I am awake, I hum that song... either that or Tiffany's " I think were alone now" ...uh but I think of Princess Leia in Jabba's palace...(mmmm... metal bikini...)

I am grown up and I am who I am because of Star Wars.  As a matter of fact, we are all affected by Star Wars...Go ahead... think of your favorite movie.... Hear that theme song resonating?  Yeah, that is Skywalker sound.  Think of any high budget special effects movie made in the last 25 years...Now look at the credits... Industrial Light and Magic?  Anyone?  How about THX sound?  How about the muppets?  I am not sure if they came first or Star Wars, but dare a boy to dream.

Yes, and that boy is George Lucas.

This must be what love feels like.  Warm like a lightsaber, juicy like Jabba licking his huge grotesque lips, proper like C-3PO and suave like Lando.

It has been a great 30 years.

AREtwo

Anger

I had a bad day.

Parenting is hard.